When discussing madness, I’d feel left out if you exclude me, To be precise, the madness of my past. Now, I’m pressing it down with drugs and oblivion, Whispers from within my inner self. You are Lucifer, You are the serpent, You are the reincarnation of Judas. You still believe in what you saw, felt, and experienced “The recorded ones are among us in reality” A secret. Because of the sin of realizing this secret, I was thoroughly abandoned, Rather than being abandoned, I chose to be forsaken, An isolation that feels like delusion. 그 모든 원인이 나에게 있다 느낄 때 내가 살아남을수 있던 이윤 지난 나의 글들에 적혀있고 글들 자체가 이유긴 하지만 쌓여가는 글들 속에 점점더 커져가는 거리감 세상과 나를 단절했다 할순 없지만 마음속에서 나는 나 혼자이다 라는 너무 이른 비관적인 생각 이제 나에게 많은 글들이 남았지만 이들을 노래로 랩으로 표현하여 공유하기에 망설여지는 심정 솔직하지 못한것과 무언가 꾸준하게 노력해본적 없는 나자신의 특징을 잘 알기에 이거에 전념할수 있는것도 아니고 수백개의 글이 있어도 너무 정돈 되지 못했던 나의 과거의 글 내 과거에서 출발해 현재로 닿는 과정을 그린 기록으로서의 음악 어디서부터 시작해야 할까. When I feel that myself is the cause, The reason I could survive is written in my past writings, and while the writings themselves are the reason, the distance grows within the accumulation. I can't say I've cut myself off from the world, but in my heart, I feel I am alone, such an early pessimistic thought. Now, I have many writings left, but the feeling of hesitation to share them through songs or raps, Knowing my characteristic of not being honest, and never having putting consistent efforts on something, I can't dedicate myself to this, and even though there are hundreds of writings, Disorganized past writings they are Music as a record that starts from my past and reaches the present, Where should I start? The turning point ---.--- Was it the beginning? Or was it from the very origin? Or was it the meeting in the early 2008 In the end, accepting my fate as the reincarnation of a destined but deserted one Instead of emptiness Voidness comes to me. That voidness again becomes the anti-matter of self. I don’t know where to start, I’ll poke around here and there, I can’t make promises, But there’s no reason to stop. Why so trying, Not answered, But, Thank you Sincerely. ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ #RSCREW #012Madness #L2verse #Korea