remember the times when you werent in fear, constently wondering does it end here? does my childhood just fade away like that? and yes all the happy shit will fade away to black its really hard to think that when you become a teen, the world is more cruel, violent and mean, and every time your down feeling over-worked and stressed, they tell you "get the hell back up your not really depressed" Just to let you know that everyone has their struggle, going through shit at young age having trouble being thrown at them at every angle you can even think, and even when it ends it'll stain your bain like ink The trauma never leaves, it'll linger and breathe down your neck to the point where you'll be on your knees going full religous praying god just like "please" "please let it all end, let it all be over, i promise i'll do anything i cant last any longer", it'll get so bad that you might want to end it, but let me tell you this right now it aint worth it you still have lots to live for so many things to see, so many things to do, so many things to be, so what i really recommend is doing this, pray to god and take deep breaths I know that you are struggling and i know that it hurts, just to let you know, it wont get any worse, just get through the bad and the ugly and the worst, and get right to the good and i promise it'll work i know that you are struggling and i know that it hurts, just to let you know, it wont get any worse, just get through the bad and the ugly and the worst, and get right to the good and i promise it'll work