broken heart soul and pockets waiting for the day to stop it stuck like a socket is it heaven idk but on all theeese doors im knocking no options shitty life im locked in try to explain but no one gets it say im insane with the way im living no in my way cuz i am so different they say the listen then there missing im on a mission feelnlike giving up so stuck like a rut outta luck never living how they want gotta gettit doing what 30 yrs no experience no license and i hide n duck for the rest of my life i think im fucked motivation nope aggravated hope one day its faded and i make it with the flows so close but up or down i really dont know keep on trying keep on living but how long will this go how long is this road im tired of it constant running i just want sit but behind locked doors is all thats coming i keep rapping but all they hear is humming i aint no fucking bird i dont wanna be seen i wanna be heard n i dont care for #1 ill settle for third life is a mystery full of misery mixed with happiness plus whole lotta shit for me i aint got nothing out of it no not yet but ik i aint stopping shit lyrics and music is life and its all i got n get sycopo the reall reall shiitt