Need to get something off my chest Take a seat listen up only way my mind can rest stop telling me it will be fine. My whole life I’ve heard that line Let’s be honest just keep real Let me tell you how I feel The devil been working on my mind trying to mold me to believe the lies. Heavy heart trust god don’t fold so many storms have lived through Every time his promise remained true So many mountains to climb only to backslide the struggle of mind and soul before they collide shattered into pieces left on the ground on the ground. voices are so loud no body around Trying to find a reason to stop and try waiting for the right moment to stop and say goodbye. I keep finding reasons to not check out on my way but life keeps sending me another route. Everyone in my past has doubting me. I believe them was blinded couldn’t see Life is hard it’s stolen so much from me been chewed up spit out hard lessons ain’t free I’ve lost everything countless times, Life has given me lemons sometimes limes back against the wall too many times rock bottom can’t count the times I’ve hit was there the other day had to visit Stood on the front door welcome mat Its keeper open the door and said where you’ve been We missed you you’ve been gone for so long now pay attention listen up there’s meaning in my song I won’t be long just letting you know I won’t be back Don’t get me wrong This place taught me patience kept me humble made me strong I was lost hopeless broken didn’t see it at the time. But you kept me safe on of the divine I’m not going to lie to you it was the hardest I’ve ever had to do I want to thank you for seeing me all the way through , When I couldn’t see through the haze You help me get though the maze You say the past is behind me everything is fine my past keeps walking side-by-side with me every time it’s the reason I fall and feel alone Is also the reason I can get back up to make it back home it’s help me view life at every angle and get to know my guardian angel. Now every time I have to face the enemy Im not alone I have my guardian angel with me her name is Emily