im not alright i been trying so hard to survive i just wanna go to forever i feel so fucking guilty because i get to live while other die too soon so i keep the pain inside of me im loosing faith why is he doing this to me no one can tell but i am dying inside I need somone hug me let me know it be alright i judt pretend that i am alright when i am dying inside if u only knew what my demons say to me every morning i wake up please make them go back to hell so i dont end my life I been trying so hard to survive, but it feels like I'm losing the fight Every day feels like a struggle, like I'm trapped in the darkest of nights I'm tired of the pain, tired of the tears, tired of putting on a fake smile I just wanna let go, let it all fade away, just wanna be free for a while remove alll these chains I'm drowning in my thoughts, suffocating in my fears I'm tired of pretending, tired of hiding all my tears I'm tired of the pressure, tired of the weight on my chest I just wanna close my eyes, and finally get some rest I've been fighting for so long, but I'm starting to lose the will I'm tired of the battles, tired of climbing up that hill I just wanna lay down, let the darkness take me away I just wanna close my eyes, and finally find some peace today. I been trying so hard to survive, but it feels like I'm losing the fight Every day feels like a struggle, like I'm trapped in the darkest of nights I'm tired of the pain, tired of the tears, tired of putting on a fake smile I just wanna let go, let it all fade away, just wanna be free for a while I'm drowning in my thoughts, suffocating in my fears I'm tired of pretending, tired of hiding all my tears I'm tired of the pressure, tired of the weight on my chest I just wanna close my eyes, and finally get some rest I've been fighting for so long, but I'm starting to lose the will I'm tired of the battles, tired of climbing up that hill I just wanna lay down, let the darkness take me away I just wanna close my eyes, and finally find some peace today and finally close my eyes for good.