can somebody please tell me what is this hurt,that keeps on driving me,making me feel like i can't continue too carry on but i resist this temptation and grab ahold of myself, and remember that im still living and breathing for someone esle memories, they say that once they gone,that ain't no talking too them anymore, but I just got too tell you something you fuckin know that you are wrong, cause as long as you keep them deep,deep,down inside your heart,and continue too listen too what they use say too you,then you can still carry on their memories, with every single BREATH THAT YOU STILL DECIDES TOO TAKE,EVEN THOUGH YOU AND I STILL DO KNOW,THAT THEIR PRESENCE IS DEAD &GONE,YOU AND ME WILL STILL CARRY THEIR SISSY SMILES AND FUNNY MEMORIES ON INSIDE our MINDS& SOUL BUT I KNOW THAT IT CAN'T BUT STILL HURT DEEP,DEEP,DOWN INSIDE YOUR HEART OF ALL THEM SWEET,SWEET,MEMORIES OF THE PASS DAYS, THAT HAVE Pass us all by even though it might still feels just like it was yesterday that you and him and him and she was sharing jokes&smiles,telling each other how you both feel deep,deep, inside it still can't but still hurt,that honest and good,good, life was cut so,so,short & you and me wonder why that all the good ones die so,so,young,and the bad ones often looks just like they will never,never, die,but I can't just help believe that them be the special ones,who don't have too wait too get in heavens gates and receive they wings,and truly learn how too fly and the other ones,still got too go through A whole lot of things,too findout if they really, and truly wanna receive their wings in the long run,that's why we all goes through plenty of changes,and experience so many ups&downs,that it feels just like all the burden that we have,makes it so hard for us too fuckin carry on,all this hurt and pain in all our lives, have us all thinking that we just can't continue too carry on inside all our Hearts, cause we all know that it is A better place waiting for us all all we got too do is keep on,keep on,believing in A GOD greater then us even though I know that it fuckin hurts too lose someone that you truly loved and care for and about out here in this here street, street, game,and I know that it stills hurts,hurts deep,deep, down inside,we all got too learn how too carry on all their fuckin memories deep,deep, inside Hearts and souls up in all these dark,dark,times,Chicago's sixx up in this here booth just taking a few minutes and seconds too pour out all my fuckin heart and soul up in this RAP-GAME....... .