no friends so fuck the past. had to move forward trying to have the last laugh. don't talk to nobody cause they all cap. trying to stay up out these streets, to achieve. thats good math. the'd rather see me broke than have paper in my pocket, all facts. I stay depressed but hopeful so I don't crash. dreaming of a pretty chick, small titties with a round ass. I'd rather stay to myself before be around fuck niggas feeling like I need to wear a mask ran into an old friend today asking what it do. I said what we talking about if it ain't about cash. see I am not a victim. these are My Life choices I pick them the voices in my head I'm the only one has to listen 9 times out of 10 I'm the only one that'll feel my vision. I still have nightmares of my past life that leave me cringing. merry-go-round effect I feel like I'm repeating the same mission. this might sound strange life really is a game. out of it are you trying to get some dollars or some change work on the things you need to change. you either moving forward or going backwards cuz nothing stays the same. are you trying to be the best you for you or for others the biggest man the biggest name. if you ain't happy in the end you're the biggest Lame. fame without money it's just a stain on an all white fit clean than a mother fucking feeling ridiculous expect ridicule to come mostly spoken from bums pray about it say fuck them and go dumb to escape fuckery you might have to run walking may not change the outcome end of the day seek to be the one. even though we're in a world of hate you going to have to see this by love. when you get it don't even look back to blowing kisses forget they ever existed put them out your memory distance it ain't your fault they didn't get it really