Swallowed by the gritty under city so I walk at night to try to sort all these feelings deep within me feel a little anxious and a little bit whimsy In between the darkness seems like these demons trying to get me but it's all right because I got the light inside I'm up under tinted lights Pick up, ah, enter the life Sick of, nah, fold it back twice Imma known threat to myself Death coming next I cannot picture any help so save it for yourself so you can save yourself who me ? im fine outside worry about your damn self gettin to the point about to cut my brain out and put it on the damn shelf hell even if it don't end well - This is my great obsession Vibrant violence intertwine with Silent sirens defocalize the words heard just to hype up the tyrants Side bitch off my highness guided by no pilot Eye twitch over cryless iris Headed off this island Imma let that sink in deep Fuck no time to hear me think ain't no telling what may happen after Know this may not matter But I put in my work Imma handle it right Pick it up outta the dirt Keep the perks coming While I'm on this earth Throw it all on a mf verse Didn't really have a mf choice yo God can you hear my voice? before I end up going horse what am I God? A beast or some type of a monster? Seek to see I'm getting stronger oh Please oh please Believe in me while Seeking this peace I don't give a fuck yo They can keep the honors that boy cold like that funky mandino the dingo ate the baby but I ate the dingo but I meant Medina This is my great depression that lingers Vibrant annihilate on an expired date I don't need a Side bitch get off my highness who you see flying guided by no pilot Eye twitch over cryless iris steady rise in the crime rate well hell I'll say just don't bring that bullshit my way can't wait until Friday Imma let that sink in deep Fuck it no time to hear me think Hear ye hear me Hear my story My happy sad story. Tales of a boy killed way before he had a chance at this thing called life. Listen, amidst the tears you will hear the voice of a broken one trying to explain this thing called pain. Look, beyond the facade of cheer- fulness you will see the shreded soul dealing with this thing called sorrow. But no, you're too busy being human you fail to see that I have no idea how to be one although I am considered the best of all. my life is a sad comedy I know it's kind of boring If you would stop in your tracks for a little while, just a little while: to hear my story, my sad happy story.