Damn, girl, I don’t know what else to do All this time we been together, have to say goodbye to you I never thought I’d see the day I’d really mean we’re thru And I’ll never love someone else the same, that much is true Need something new, I need to try to be distracted Every time I said I’m fine alone, I always acted Ever since I was a kid, it was to you I been attracted Without you round to hold me down, all I do is get reactive Try to be passive, but I’m just raging without you here If I knew it was the last time I’d hit, I’d hold you nearer You the apple of my eye, and I promise I hold you dear But the disconnect I feel just makes me wanna disappear Absence I fear, wish you could stay but now I’m all alone To be apart, I’m scared I’ll never get back in the zone You were the only one who could make my house to a home If home is where the heart is, then my house is made of stone I gotta roam, ain’t nothing left to keep me in this place I’ll prolly cry every time I think to see your face But I’m tired of looking at myself like I’m such a disgrace Everyone’s right, it’s the high you give that I always chase I’m sorry, love, just think it’s time I let you go You ain’t never treat me wrong, you never acted like a hoe You always looked for me when I would storm out in the snow You always had my back, ain’t say what I already know It’s like my heart is moving different and it hurts to say goodbye I miss all those mornings with you and coffee, getting high I miss feeling like this was meant to be, don’t wanna cry Don’t know if I can live without you, what if I choose to fly? Wear a disguise? Or simply hide inside my brain? Fuck I’m supposed to do if I leave you, just start to go insane? Doesn’t anyone think that me moving on is so inane? Doesn’t anybody realize you ain’t never played a game? You wrapped me up and I fit perfect, photo in a frame? But too much of a good thing can start to cause me pain My love you took up all my time and it made me start to change I started feeling fucking paranoid, been acting so deranged I wish it felt like the beginning but nothing has been the same When people ask about you now, swear I been feeling shame Been missing our cloud nine but I gotta say goodbye, miss Mary Jane #Cloud9Stay #contest #WATC #wearethechildren Beat and hook by David Linhof. Go check him out, he’s 🔥🔥 @rapfame_official @rapfame_ar_team