24/ strugling to survive these are heavy streets writting about life to this beats asking the lord to never turn my hear

24/ strugling to survive these are heavy streets writting about life to this beats asking the lord to never turn my heart cold before i die just got out off court my private defender is sure im getting out no probation got to do drug corp only comdition to let go free back on the streets in custody i couldnt sleep im restless shaking in my white sheets cant close my eyes cant sleep tired of counting sheeps or counting sanking ships. collecting cans asking peeps for money forgetting to eat aint that funny hot day forcast sunny no home no food no sleep surviving to stay cool in this cali heat forgetting to love yourself forgetting to smile or how it feels changing yourself to please others fitting just to drink water people hatting on me left and right wondering in the dark looking for the ligh im what u say im an addict and thats the saddest life harmony play in a violinist this is my biggest test so far not impressed need the light but for the moment in the dark need to rest every