My mind is spinning like toss My thoughts are like a roller coaster my soul getting darker if i die today it want be so bad ben to hell and back seen the devil in the mirror demons tearing out one foot in the grave one foot on the ground can't deal with my self anymore rain is falling on my tomstone can't fight this battle anymore I'm ready to rever my white flag looking down in the barrel of my gun can't deal with the pain anymore ben to hell and back seen the devil in the mirror Rain is falling on my grave Can’t deal with the pain All my thoughts like a roller coaster The moon is getting darker All the stars is going out Seeing the demons roaming around The pain is digging my holo My heart like a stone My hand like a maze My hand is like a trigger If I die today is want be so bad All my pain All my sadness Be gone in a blink of an eye It feels like I sleeping with enemy Don’t got a bible Got all the demons Underneath Lock in a cage Can’t tear out The devil laughing at me The room came from black to red The fire is blasting high eyes coming from red to blackness With the demons taking over I now I are ready died I do anything yo drown my pain way All my suffering All my pain Putting me in wooden pine box Can’t do things anymore I even can’t think straight All my stress make me drink more Didn’t have a father or a mother Ben on my own Since I was 5 Can’t fight this anymore Ready to hang my white flag It feels like I sleeping with enemy My thoughts like a roller coaster Devil laughing at me The room is getting darker