They say pain run deeper when you fighting for something you love I strap up gun on my lap I think I'm the chosen one yeah I'm scared of losing but once you look in my eyes and see and son you gave up on toting guns no more mamma pls and run I can't lose for nothing 5 a.m can't sleep it's tears all down her face cs I been cheatin wit my dream I told her I was leaving she told me I could see just promise me you won't be back and make it for me plss now I'm out screaming All my life I been scarred I wanna give up and tryna fall they say make it and reach it but I always walking around with my feelings I think about people who is happy I think about the people who look at me think about the who will hates me I won't let you close enough to hurt me yeah