losin myself while losing me was the price" _____________________ day after day and night after night i just need to know how long? You say I'm wrong but you know I'm right which is why we always fight. or am i losing my mind? or is it a figment of my fig newton im mis-viewing i mean damn... I try to be the best I can and im so sorry, i am its not your fault you just want a long lost trav, but sad to say, he's gone who died long ago in the past, and yet i still feel bad, how it makes you mad bc its not the same, not the love or the care I give which doesnt amount for shit its either in the form of your specific way or it doesnt mean shit or youre always poppin your lid so when i retreat you just get more ruthless and chain me in then you try your best to make me lose it and provoke me to hit just so ill fuck up split your wigs and lip and get sent to the pen so then youll get legit the upper hand no lie i see the determination that lies within your evil grin and no remorse in your eyes cant you see? i done died 89 times since youve been back this time again haven't you already given me enough strife? its like every other day youre threatening to take my life all because it isnt already yours I want to make you happy but your bitter semi sweet attitude is severely poor you just want the title you don't care I don't understand... I want to love you but I just can't No matter what I do it's never enough but I still do what you want even if its fuck me at my own cost and you continue to push and shove me with my hands tied just to drag me alongside back and forth over jagged rocks hoping i die if i don't comply I never needed you by my side or in my life. just for you to create great damage That was a privilege I gave you and you took it for granted. and Losing me was the price. all because i was too damn nice quote on quote imma bout to take one of your famous sayings I know my worth and God got me, so, I’m gone’ be alright. maybe instead of being crazy and shady You should have opened your eyes. and Realized. Either way I guess it was only a matter of time. I saw through your lies. You’re a narcissist and I’m on top of it. I recognized your disguise. In truth I’m glad I got to know you. I love you. I know you love me too. But, I have no strings for you to pull, I will not and i wont tolerate your psychological abuse anymore and no longer will i be the one to be used. So, you can’t be you. I see that you’re really bothered and really confused. Maybe you took me for a fool but the jokes on you. I accepted you and all your ugly truths. We could have been brilliant together. without the strings and labels Unbreakable & capable of anything. A euphoric pleasure. Now, none of that matters. Im closing this chapter. Ain’t gon’ be no happily ever after. Best of luck to you my babymama number 2 wrong time, right lover, sadly its just the sad truth and truth is there wont be anymore chapters i call this the upmost final truce so deuces I’ll forever cherish our beautiful disaster... this is the truth am i your friend or am i your foe its up to you to choose