I just can't seem to slow it down I wasn't thinking bout the gains I'm looking at the ground Your looking at my stains I never meant to hurt your soul I never meant to be so cold Now I'm praying for forgiveness As you say you just can't take this please don't tell me  How I can find Someone to save me and my mind Don't know how to tell you  Tell you the truth I just want heaven I just want you yea I'm feeling like a sad song got the rhythm to my blues it all just feels so wrong as I reach out for the booze just to love without condition it the point I'm tryna make now my lifes a new addiction tell me why I feel so fake.