nobody knows what im going through right now i lost sight of who i was and everything i wanted to be my world was turned upside down they stole a part of me it changed me, rearranged me, beoke my heart in two felt like i was floating in space a place noone should go to x the day i knew you where concevived, i faced my demons hell and back did what no one could do no help got that monkey off my back did it so you wouldnt have to back from hell i went through for you almost died, lost myself in my recovery made it to the other side 45 days it finally subside. went to war with demons took that chance i was finally separated from my chemical romance. theres nothing i wont go through so you dont have to my world came crumbling down you where someone for them to steal if i wasnt a changed man i would plan to attack, getting locked up for how would i be able to get you back. because of you i bit my tongue and stayed strong, till this day the thought of you keeps me holding on trying to keep these evil thoughts at bay they have so much to say the battle continues every day another day goes by that i cant hold you near another day knocks on the door step of fear loosing you is what i fear this song is the only way i can tell you im still here when i get you back and you are here, will be the day i shed my last and final tear