Ayo.... Ive beena little mello lately, not caring what they say to me or about me, because ive been doubted before but look where that took me, another reason to make a rap about these pussies, putting me down for the rep, making me feel a wreck just to satisfy the hole in these motherfuckers chest, make them think your the best because you can really make a dude anxious, but you barely even made me shaken or shook, i was more of silent and reading you like a book, not much too read when all i seen was the talk and no meet, the walking but no beef looking and pointing without knowing what i hold is much better tham your gold hanging on the neck. you best believe i got the skills to crush this beef because it barely even matters too me, just give me a ladder to climb this mountain, the climate im at would make me sweaty, but the rhymes already got me heavy breathing i got some wounds that were open but no longer bleeding just believe when i spill my insides out on this track that ive been depleated of anything nice because of the bitch that cheated i no longer gold the knife that was against my throat it was my own fault i was stuck in a choke hold, when I just tried to behold the truth but you? Only unfolded some more shit that should've just shoved me away from you. But I just kept going years and years and never thought about it, so many times i found out but you doubted, said that people hated you and all this, but to then realize he was pressin up on your lips?? What the fuck is this? You get so angry at me, when i got mad it should of been reasonable, but im the bad guy with some bad shit inside his skull, you always made me feel like it was my fault for the way our relationship was and the way we handled shit, but i never looked deeper into the buzz that you were on when you were always handed shit couldnt keep the candle lit, never really cared about how i felt about shit, but if i mention then imma be the one whos selfish, i shouldve been the only one who felt the kiss in the relationship, but like i said before im over this so save it bitch. I dont mean to be so upset or angry ehem i talk about her, but why tf am i getting screwed over when i stayed and helped no matter how many times we were unexpectedly told i was gonna be a father. not a bother no longer will i be, the one motherfucker who sits on his knees begging for a bitch who didnt want shit, but to kiss ass until she got what she wanted and dipped out when she got bored in the lot of it.