driver driver let's make a pit stop. I gotta clean some shit up and I'm going to need a mop. I gotta get some shit out cuz it's starting to rot. eight years of addiction eight years of pain heads spinning like a top im certifiably insaine. I'm so unstable I'm so fucking vain. it's so hard to accept that I'm the only one to blame. there was a righteous path I chose to walk in shame. what's wrong with me God there's a glitch in my brain. I wanna sit in the dark I like it when it rains I get lost in the hurt I got so many chains does my life have worth? is there something to gain? my soul is on fire can you put out the flames. If I rise from the ashes will I face a great wall? I don't want to get back up again just so I can fall. you word says that I should fear not. but this addictions got my head upon this chopping block. lord how I've preyed yet here I still am. it's hard to have faith when it feels like your damned. so again I surrender put my life in your hands.