yea ok lookin in from a distance such a quiet place all my life ive been distant had to fade away struggles come and go and they go and they go farrrrrr away farr awayyy so many times its not easy you gotta fight just to be free you gotta fight just to be free youve gotta make a wayyyy off course sometimes thats how it go addicted to pleasure i can never let it go it's hard to heal i been thru thru rain and the snow this is my year i just gotta let it go time passes feel stuck like a bin of trash is no hope spent the money yeah the last man overdosed kinda crazy how im last now so tell me baby what we fighting for another fight now you slam the door i gave up everything you know i was your antidote never cared to try until you let me go its a mess its a solid mess how many days till i pass the test? gave my love well you know the rest feels like i died like i laid to rest everything has changed nothings the same i went to court plenty times had to plea guilty every single time reminisce on those long dark nights didn't even wanna be alive took a pen then i went to write it was cold every single night had to live through the storm and fight end story ive been better now always smile and i never frown all the Ls but im never down i started flying started breaking ground and im never gonna let you down i hope your proud of me i hope i never utter blasphemy i hope i make it without tragedy i hope i make people laugh with me tears falls like the rainnn goodbye to the painnnn today i start a new dayyy finally sober finally sober