made it

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6 months ago

let me say this if I ever fucking made it... I would count my fucking blessings never taking it for granted.. if I could just plant my feet I would keep them fucking planted. I would leave on my negativities and enemies stranded.. I was left abandoned by the ones I really thought loved me. I was stranded by my day ones. ever since day one really I've been the only one.. if it wasn't for my son I'd probably be dead and gone.. but I'm here and I'm kicking man I'm ready to start living.. ready to get myself out of this financial pit that I've been in. it's unforgiven I just keep fucking forgetting.. really how upsetting it is when people act like I don't exist I'll always have my shit list.. my unforgiven hit list... a list of VIPs people that I keep near to me. cuz it's my fear they seek.. as they try to make me weak. mentally but I'm still standing on both my feet.. and I can't forget about my girl man. she she is my world.. always there to support me through all the worst I'm surprised our love never burst. even when I was the worst.. I know I've been a jerk

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