Can't neglect the fact all this shit changes how a mf lives pains a bitch never feeling safe and shit to young to be done like that you said you loved me but took it back hustled me like dummy sake make a child for no real reason become a man with no answers both you left and now forever gone still just silence same as all along and I still feel like I was never part of the big Plain just the octagon fist fighting life all along guess I really am a rolling stone thanks mom and dad preciate you having my back its fucked up when real shit hitcha tho surrender apart of your soul sit there and watch it go but fuck it right aint like anything will ever make it right so I don't cry no more I ride the course move forward with this iron horse always gonna feel like there's something missing thoughts of a lonely guy nope memories of being on the front line thats got me ? if I was ever really alive feeling like the fetis that neverbreathed life think the better part of me didn't survive how you dead and I still feel iemptier then you forgot who I was because I never got to be him because of you i see whats missing from this equation same as always the parents that didnt raise me the same ones that that gave me the power to not give fuck who hates me and whats crazy people that held me As a baby seen my up brings still blame me its fucking amazing we all live in the same places and I never see there fucking faces they love medicine but don't like to taste it fact life is a pill and we're forced to swallow it over tolerating everyday tomany apologys honestly I don't give a fuck if you don't acknowledge me I'm a powerful being I don't need to catapult to stay floating above you animals ain't it practical the asshole possess the power to control rather its sunny or showering this afternoon