I stay reminiscing on the past even tho we didn’t last I miss sitting with you and the dog while you was in the class Thinking fast, I never meant for us to crash I never meant to sit here years later writing this draft I’m fucking smashed, today I smoked a quarter ounce I miss watching you crawl into bed getting ready to pounce I miss feeling us intertwined, I miss every bounce I miss the days where you planned on one day being my spouse In this house, there ain’t nothing don’t remind me of you I threw out most of your stuff or gave it back, man I’m so blue I sit here crying night after night, cuz there ain’t nothing new I thought I did everything right, but now I see it wasn’t true You felt abandoned and I’m sorry, ain’t mean to leave you behind I just feel I’m obligated to stay and walk out this line But nothings fine, I’m missing all of it, tryna rewind I still kept all your secrets, ain’t never dropping a dime I mean, would it have changed if I woulda packed up my stuff to leave? If you woulda stayed, would there have been any Chubs to grieve? I feel so fucking pissed off, like I been betrayed and deceived I wanna text you so damn bad, but don’t know if you’d receive And I perceive this as the end, I mean how else is it portrayed? Got the homies out here telling me I need to get laid But when I think of another woman it feels like imma stray This shit don’t make sense in any typa fucking way What can I say? I mean you gave me something I never felt before Never got it from the drugs or the booze or even the whores But you revived me like a phoenix, from the Ash I was born You showed me that life was offering something more Now I just wanna score, I’m tired of feeling this pain I’m tired of feeling the embarrassment and all of the shame I look for you in everyone but it never feels the same And I don’t feel like life is offering anything to gain It’s really over @rapfame_official @rapfame_ar_team