flicking picking everyday, boys not home, to what I say. choosing losing on the sound, confusing nothing, angry forwn. looking shooken everywhere, are the streets safe out there? choosing lasting having ground, what's the loss of having pound? longer driven as a slave, don't want to pick an early grave. i have the will to disown, a battle hidden from withowned. I'm no longer as its told, got ghost to behold. how can one be a saver, an absent life to be favored. the only thing in life I've wanted, is to comfort my child, he is wanted. ive tried to pick em, to ease our souls, how to trap a ghosts to mold. where days are living and lifes a writen, as child speaks the misery in gifting. im tring so hard to set you free. and let life be you be. try to control what's not lifting, its miserable inside, the ghost has nowhere to be hide. I hope he knows im not ignoring, his cries i hear, hhow to comfort, and save his dreams, without me there. the muted minds don't hear, whats causing me sadness. im bout to burst into tears. remebering how ive fought for years. for when i see him standing there, without me there, for the first time, isthis fair. want you here With me to Be content. for my love will to be sent. cry in fear, the next time I'll get to see you here. im left without my hearts is abest, I've prayed to God what is about. most precious thing in lifes about, owns grown up and, be set free. I love you hubba, remeber me.