Knocks at the door and I'm waking up naked, toss on my pants get my gun I'm skeptic. Looking out the peephole guys with machetes, loaded up ready to get at them I'm deadly. Keeping my cool got my lady in the bed, don't wanna wake her up putting drama in her head. Made them boys run when i came with protection, better step back or you'll soon be breathless. Wake up thinking about all that i did, it might come back on me in like 20 years. Knowing I was a kid but a nigga got a beard, they might recognize me if i do appear. I gotta stay moving and just disappear, stay looking at myself when I'm at the mirror. Look a lil dusty i gotta get clear, got alot of demons stay screaming in my ear. Dreams of a murderer coming to look for me, had a break in had to write another story. Aimed down sight boy had to get dipping, if i would've pulled then i might be in prison. Things got different when i became Christian, got dipped in the water I started to have visions. First about life then i wanted me some chicken, fries on the side and a honey sweet biscuit. 11 years old gave my life i admit it, not selling my soul but inside i feel it. My sword and my shield yeah i might die with it, smacking to the ground and hitting the sky with it. Lord i need help on the journey that I'm in, swear i been earning but I'm burning in my sins. Get a lil weak as my soul do repent, gotta keep my coals outside of my tent.