heartbreaking me and making me feel sick with no Benedict solution nor medicine to treat me Yet I lived At my humbl house heart poured no one drank trying to shape to fit in the family but no body wants my mom the only one the first born and the only child who tried to forge her life out of her own hands my aunts I fear them like monster if they even hear me talk that they threats get me fall inside if they heading north then I am heading south side so we don't meet amidst of the storm They are who I need for support primarily but that means no no peace that's finally they break whenever I try to fit in with them Am a mess whenever I stumble upon rock they swallow half of all my pride and leave me with no more my pride that I can provide for my mom and my family dies instantly I wasn't taught how to get money my mommy was always on toes to somebody although that it hurts when I say to the public I really need freedom from all this tsunami then one day am packing my things and am leaving my fears to reach in somewhere high high school Reached told that here you die soon shaped out my life as I tried to survive with the tears that I cried in the Loo's and the dines and the teachers were harsh and they won't understand me calling my mom whenever they in public I felt shame on my self felt caged in the jail no one to attend to my wounds allover me like a net the place was a heaven for others so I decided that I try too to discover got some data made me booms and new bombers as soon as I tried to settle things had gone so fast I couldn't get all the cubicles I stayedwith no mattress sleeping on nets sometimes switching to the nurses sleeping on a bench till morning came urine spread on my surrounding smelling I all the nights till morning came and I woke up again Going to take tea then to sleep in the class as I wait to be woken at 7am people studying I didn't no body trying to help me they heartbreaking me and making me feel sick with no Benedict solution nor medicine to treat me Yet I lived