insecurity taking over me like a terrible disease my self worth so e non xistent I don't know who that I should be every time that I assert myself I am punished to some degree it makes me hold tongue while inside screaming why cant fuckung hear me I dint know why my words make some people try to silence me the reactions to my truths make me move forward cautiously inside my stomach churns my disease insecurity I am alone which reinforces my feelings of invalidity I hear so many oeople not afraid to speak loudly it amazes me I am nut afraid but violence suffered makes me move so cautiously but it doesn't make we wish I was you instead of ne my mind is strong my soul id good I know this completely I am full of love even though hope feels unattainable by me I know so many people but always I feel so very lonely I don't judge others but they sure do love to judge ne sometimes I think he who is loudest win but it does not dot well with me but that realy t doesn't sit well with me life is not a game so it can not be won by doung what you please especially not if to gain you fuck over wcery one you meet there is nothing to ne gained by being evil to the core it might seen like a goid idea but inside you will be poor you soul will be faded as ir becomes jaded even more trust me I see the way it always goes every day I see it mire better to be good of heart than evil I will say it to you once more use your talents to shine you light not shadow others With your pain don't raise you fists in violence to silence or to gain instead only to protect someone and nit because you can gain although I move cautiously my resolve is very strong it reallyy doesn't matter if you agree witb the words i know they are not wrong karma works indisputably believe me it is very strong the world is full of madness bit that doesn't excuse any badness spread love instead of gate and right instead of wrong instead of trying to silence those like me consider right from wrong consider that everyone is of equal value not one above the other act in hast repent at leisure have yiy heard those words before they mean think before you act or you may suffer even more so I say pause fir a moment pause pause pause think about what you are about to do pause pause pause after a moment of reflection things might not seem like suci ch a goid idea it doesn't make you weak to tread through life considerately walk gently on the earth and care genuinely about each other someone might have a different mother yet they can still be a brother show love not hate don't act in hast amd make s better world for eaxh other love not hate each other love not hate each other live not hate eaxh other