Sometimes I put shit in my system that I ain't supposed to have and take the whole thing but damn sure it was close to half I tried it once before but that time I ain't close the gap but I talked to God and thought I was gone so how close was that since I got on I got friends that aint hollar since I laid in bed with a pistol ready to call it quits I'm locked and loaded I'ma lock the door and I'm not gon miss being this lonely will hit you up like a wall of bricks that shit aside I want those feelings out of me and all I want was a hug from someone this the type of shit my friends don't want to be bothered with so the next time I have problems who could I call em wit don't know how much I can take