yh look I remember the day's when I was younger watching my dad beat my mum that shit cuts deep that shit stays with you mentality .now am all grown up .am more sad then ever I might as well end my life I no point here because am always fuckin up shit that is all I know wht to do when am depressed yh laying on in .my bed because that all i wht I do am trying to be myself but the.old me is dead. am in war in my head alone no one hears me screaming for help so I cover all my. pain with a fake smile on my face now off I going insine again in my head nowhere to run all I know is not to.be happy