Ye lately life been real shitty but I’ll make it threw ye my demons fighting whit me but I’m calling the drugs my reinforcements so don’t take em give em to me ye ik they might kill me but I can’t stop I don’t wanna remember u no u ripped my heart out and left like I was nothing ye pop all these pills so I can forgot what u did but if I keep popping then I od but if stop the they gonna take over me and destroy me inside out just like u did I gave my heart and ripped right out threw in the trash like shit ye you said u loved me but u lied u smashed me into pieces now I’m mixing the oxy and the lean and now the perks making my stomach turn and burn ye but if I stop I might just explode stuck in my head to much I can the walls in my brain and the collapsing ye outside them walls is a ocean I can’t swim so ima drown in my thoughts ye ima die in my thoughts I can’t fell all numb everyday since u smashed me into pieces ye j said u loved me but I lied u loved the bitch Jared more ye now numb everyday can barely remember u ye so numb so blind can’t see blurry vision ye my mind be spinning nd my mind be fryin but then I be flyin as of lately these demons bothering me ye u stole my heart like a demon now u lurk in the shadows ye so blind on the pills I can’t see I tho js forget about u ye I be so high so high I can’t move I can’t think i can’t breathe ye I loved I but u lied u left me on the dirt like I was but now I’m aching can feel I’m shaking with out these pills feel like that I’m dieing ye when I said I loved u I meant it and when u said it back u we’re playing ye u took my heart and broke into pieces ye now im taking all this medicine js to numb the way that i feel