don't know what the fuck I was thinking that I musta been in a hurry Plus I was drinking shi all day. My vision was blurry The walls were caving in on me if I was a bitch it coulda got scurry Why did I drive I almost died that's the jist of the story My bitch at the time was crying something like I started to worry She didn't realize all.the drugs I would hide But nñ inside I was hurting with disaster i was flirting The lying felt.dirty, My girl deserved honesty, Honestly I was doin her dirty My moma said to me in secrecy she felt like she didnt even me That shit hurt me severely Same night I got a call at 330 my side chicks said she needed to see me She said she was outside I said bitch you fuckin better not be She started screaming that she loved me That shit hurt me serverly I told her i loved her too Because I did and i still do I chose the wrong girl , it should have been you I think about her often, That shit still hurts sever You left me lonely that ɓ 4th þt