at times it feels hopeless and life makes no sense but through it it all i gotta stay focused and believe in due time every thing will be alright so many sleepless nights tossing and turning wishing u were by my side whoevr said a man cant cry that's a dam lie cuz whem the memories of you and eye brings tears to my eyes wondering why did you have to go so soon wishinh it was me and not you what am i supoosed to do now im all alone the streets i roam thinkinh to myself would it be easier if i die but i can never contemplate suicide plus who am i to decjde when its my tine only God knows when our curtain closes what hurts the most is the thought of never seeing you again i smile and laugh but its jist to pretend like everything is alright- ecen though i been uo all night thinking about my life and what am i suppose to do i wish things were better but no natter what i keso endinh uo in this stormy weather