getting a girlfriend making you feel like nothing asking for asking for stuff every second cheats on you the best friend good next day to your house. looking up with you and you say well why the hell did you do this when she took my life and took my money? all just funny everything going too far. she falling in love. you just alone in your bedroom crying yourself to sleep every night. you just lonely in the world and you feel like it work and get worse your family die you try committing suicide detrimental health. nothing will work. everything's getting worse each second. and then overdose in the bathroom and the thing just getting worse. you can't fix it and it's going to hard to just think of one thing that you have left. everything's left and the everything shouldn't worse you tried going on a hunger strike. nothing works. tried doing stuff you never tried to try to take too much. cocaine text your phone to f****** life everything so everything is just falling apart. you can't think of one thing that you can do with you. ever tried you? try to think you tried poisoning yourself with some alcoholics by snake and make it bite. you doesn't work. everything just makes it worse