Can you tell me words that match your actions. I'm don't listen anymore just watchin while I'm half in do enough to pull me over the edge. been living to long to be sitting waiting on this ledge jumping and I'm laughin. i hope you want me to grow don't just trim the hedge. swimming in the deep end. running out of time to spend. out of love to spread. Don't got alot of energy. no heart to lend. trying to stand up for some body worth while to defend. keep being you and I feel like there's nothing left to say and this is all pointless wasted the the day paranoid not hopeless. been hurt not worthless. real moments in life moments in this life to me are wordless. can you.