Lyrics: I wasn't Always like this/ My thoughts were once calm / But now as I write this/ My mind is like a storm/ When did my life flip/ Brainwaves out of the norm/ I remember what you did/ But my life had to go on/ Cover up my skin with tattoos/ so you can't see these scars/ A picture of us together isn't what this life has drawn/ Had to accept the fact that I was treated like a pawn/ The problem with betrayal is it comes from someone you loved/ Ive burried more people alive than those that are gone/ Yall dead to me, my minds just like one big grave yard// A judas kiss to the cheek and a knife in the back/ I used to know how to trust but now I think that I'll pass/ Relying on anybody is a subject I can't grasp/ If I ask for help there's a tab that come with a with tax/ Learned It's hard to love when you waiting for the stab/ Somedays I wish I didn't have to be the way I am/ Verse 2: The man in the mirror wasn't here in the start/ Saying goodbye to who you were, now that's the hard part/ Your boy carrying more baggage, than your Amazon cart/ Memories of your actions keep my heart on the lock// It's a, sad reality to realize/ That your best friend could lie/ Look you straight in the eyes/ And say, it wasn't what it looks like in the ride/ The whole time about to lose your mother fucking mind/ Envisioning his demise/ The consequences of your crimes/ But you just wonder why/ The pain never subsides// So now, I don't even trust my own shadow/ Lessons learned written inside the depths of my bone marrow/ Had to trim the fat, cut ties, lose the tallow/ Stiff arming people, but some still try to grab on/ Friends are a dime a dozen a deal I think I'll pass on/ Its sad the hour glass of your character didnt last long/ #newrap #newartist #fire #fyp #follow #newmusic #rapfame