song: remember the rain I am the house of God born from the fire and chosen from the Elite after me there shall never be for I am eternity and forever and ever and ever and ever amen I know u dont want me but need me to pick u up again solo dolo for the rest of my days till I find my clone and slay wake up feeling hate every single day I try to pray but to who I wonder golden death and my queen never let me fade away throu the binary ones and zeros and a program I can't quite completely change fail safe since I was murdered as a teen hard for me to get a grip on reality or am I a species that was abducted by a star that fell in love with a simple kid that was constantly beaten as child to a teen that was broken and stored without the ability to truly live or have I passed already with a pure soul that was blind to see the haterd and jealousy of my enemies that held angel wings with the devil that protected me even if I constantly denied her love because trust was something I couldn't quite believe or came easily that why I rather sleep only place I ever completely felt at ease was in a dream of my own design that why I will never cry If I go to sleep and die