Addiction has got the best of me ,,,beat me down is always testing me,,,, my patience are paper thin".,,, I use to be the man ,,,,now idk who I am .,,,,endulged in Drugs,,,, Lucite,,,,,,wellcome to my new world.,,,built on jucieing ,,,, I was hooked,,,, addicted to fast life,,,, drugen,, drugen .,,,couldn act righft in public,, so nervous,, everyone is watching,,,they all plotting thats obvious ,,,perionioa ,,,,,I got to stop it ,,,im stressing,,,, see I wonder witch one ima take to the tunnel with me,,,, bullet for bullet ,,,,we swap em out,,, the life I live ,,,,and roads I went down,,,, now I see the real ,,,,as I look around,.,, noone there to care ,,,,left ,,,,iv been real,,, down,,,, locked in a depression you wouldn believe ,, I get sober and the world comes crashing ,,,,ship it sinks down like flounder the ultimate desater,,,, now I prepair myself for the most astounding shower,,,, and yet I'm complex. ,,,Every sinario thats surrouds me,,, felling the presure ,,,,feels like I'm drowning,,, in feelings ,,,and opression ,,, see clearly for the first season ,,,,it's upsetting ,,the reality of the real ,,,the quality of a 100 % ,,,at night im screaming,,,,, hauted by my Mind,,,, lost meaning reason for faceing myself them evil demons,,,, attack getting harder to fight them back,,,, desperately clinging on,,,, scared as hell clearly put,,,, im not doing too well ,,,,when I needed u . u had to split ,,,,, well,,,,,say you love me im gonna debate it ,,,,if love was ment for us,,,,I dont need it you keep it I dont need no favores got trust issues we will get to that later been fucked up thats human by nature ..i exspect the worst how it is the truth really hurts