I lay in my bed to scroll on my phone, without the motivation, while I'm lost with such distraught, and losing faith with loving God. He feels my pain and sees my struggle. Im locked in chains and deep in rubble feeling only troubled, I wanted to die, or so I thought. Under a blanket in isolation, I also get a notification. A beautiful woman says hello, and so I strike up conversation, asking her about her day and what she likes to do for fun. She said today was pretty okay and said music is number one. I said me too and added socials, sending each other our favorite songs, back and forth like waves at oceans, photos of the beach where sunlight dawns. she is an angel from the skies, sent by Jesus in paradise. So I began to close my eyes and then had almost started crying looking closely at the future and vividly seeing that she's my wife, when she says yes, wears a dress, and I'm on one knee with her ring my eyes pop open and just stare, then glancing at my phone to see that she's already made it home, thankfully safe and soundly. Luke 1:37 "For nothing will be impossible with god." many months go by in precious love, adoring every moment while saving the sweet feeling, and blooming together with it enlarging our hearts, expanding our lives, and protecting our minds with forgiveness from Jesus and his spiritual healing. Proverbs 18:22 "He who finds a wife finds a good thing and obtains favor from the LORD" John 4:18: "There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made in perfect love." In the name of Jesus Christ, The Holy Ghost and God, Amen.