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Depression and madness confusing sadness blasphemous blue and blackness consuming Drugs and alcohol abusing Psychotic hypnotic lacking logic Feeling paranoid drugs fill the void Liquor fills the hole in my heart Numbs all the memories of me falling apart Sick of life stick this side of this knife Across the vein because the only thing u feel is pain watch the blood go down the drain Everything fades to black Never get your emotions back Dead on the inside Drugs slowing melting my mind Pills or alcohol i cant decide Ill just do both an overdose coming so close from the shit hes sticking up his nose crush it and sniff it pass it and hit it There it goes shit it burns But for more he yearns talks to himself as if hes taking turns all by himself no one else no help bottles up inside all the things that he felt the ignorance is bliss especially when u dont remember shit wake up everyday like what day it is who gives a fuck anyway and i dont know what day it is im a smoke a nother splif but what happens when its all gone feels like you slacking like something is wrong you start getting anxious and spacious zoning out in a way your not used to its from doing all the things that ur not supposed to chemical imbalances has ur mind covered in calices staring at a clock and u cant even tell what time it is then comes the caotic thought that you ought of shot yourself when u had the chance Tired of pacing so you sit and you stand like you doing some kinda dance your mind wont work right now your awake all night contemplating and thinking about the same thing over and over then the boulders on your shoulder gets bigger and bolder and eventually u start to collapse and do anything to relapse the actions I've taken crack through the surface Should I just wrap it up and close the curtains Or keep on working with these words more often diamonds are forever but ur soul is foretold to be forgotten only legacies create memories that last centuries
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