[beat] she be calling me every night, I don't know know where to go times are hard these days I just wanna die yay to get it off my mind yay[beat] she be calling me every night, I don't know know where to go times are hard these days I just wanna die yay to get it off my mind yay Verse 1: Late nights, phone buzzing, she be calling me But I don't know, if she really wanna be with me I'm lost in my thoughts, feeling so lonely But she's always there, trying to console me I push her away, but she keeps coming back I'm caught in this cycle, feeling under attack I don't wanna hurt her, but I can't give her what she needs I'm just a lost soul, drowning in my own misdeeds Verse 2: She tells me she loves me, but I can't reciprocate I'm too messed up, too full of hate I wanna be better, wanna give her everything But I'm stuck in this darkness, can't see the light it brings She deserves better, someone who can love her right But I'm trapped in my own mind, can't see the light I push her away, but she keeps holding on I'm a mess, a disaster, can't right my wrongs Out of my mind, lost in the night She keeps calling me, but I can't make it right I don't know what to do, how to set things straight I'm just a lost soul, drowning in my own fate.