I remember the past, memories are just pain darkness so vast, drowning in the rain Every scar tells a story, every tear leaves a stain But I keep pushing forward, gotta maintain. I remember the days when I had nothing to lose Just a young kid who had different views, starting at 5 i blew the fuse Now I'm living in a nightmare, feeling so confused But I'll keep fighting through it, I refuse to lose, hmm refuse to lose nah cuz i got bad news, I've been through hell and back, seen the worst of the worst, parents? HA i must be cursed But I won't let it break me, aint gon over take me , I'll always put in work I'll rise from the ashes, a phoenix from the dirt I'll keep grinding and shining, till I conquer this curse without getting hurt Memories are just pain, but I'll turn it into power I'll use it as fuel, every minute, every hour I'll keep moving forward, like a lion i devour, Ill never give up, never cower always empower. The struggles and the setbacks, they only make me stronger I'll keep pushing through, I'll never be a goner I'll rise above the pain, I'll be a true performer no pain no gain, pains a horror I'll keep chasing my dreams, I'll always be waiting for da gleams Memories are just pain, but I'll turn it into power I'll use it as fuel, every minute, every hour, too late to start stopping me now this plan bloomed like a flower,gimme that power my girls an arouser, when im feeling warm and shes feeling norm hope to god she didn't frown sir, sir? turn that frown upside down, spin it around in a little chuckle that gets me cracking my nuckle.pain like boom memories are just pain, headaches every night, ringing in my ear i damn say something is fucking here, cant go to sleep properly, these lucid dreams takimg over me, its all in your head its all in your mind well hope to God that we will all end up fine.