suicidal thoughts hit the spot it feels so good to have this Glock unlocked putt it to my head and and painting this white wall red my family is better off if I was dead when me and my lady go to bed she dreads what tomorrows going bring u never know with me im filled with so much animosity a friendly conversation can quickly turn hostility the anger inside of me uncontrollably it's it's taking a toll on me pepole say its not easy being around me shit try being inside my mind its like a warzone and everyday i wake up in a battle the only enemy im fighting is the inner me I don't got it in me to keep fighting these demons so im yalling suicid like a Kamikaze pilot and this pistol is my plane its pointed up under my chin setting on the runway ready to hit the throttle and run away n send this torpedo to blow my mind towrds the sky fuck my life I can't ever get shit right that's y 2 suicid is taking controle me As do-or-die with these 45, so if you run up on me just no, I'm gonna let these bitches blow like they've got a clogged nose and it's a damn shame you had to sign your death. Wish this way. So think twice before you try to run up on me.Cause you're gonna get buried you just a punk b****In the game you aint about s*** and I'm already prepared to die I already made piece.So when its my time?Just let me slide cause I'm gonna do it myself.Cause boys do what they can men do what they want