Sipping on some whiskey to drown the memories of us the smile I once had turned to frowns on my face what we once had down in the gutter my heart doesn't flutter the way it used to only because you ain't around this wound cut so deep when you cut all communication with me I know you're all laid up with a mother fucker I don't like at all you already know how I feel about him at least I'm being real so here's the deal I haven't been really set on seeing you since you push me away every damn time we get too close there are times overdose comes across my mind I'm doing the best I can to find the clarity in all the chaos going on between us Sipping on some vodka and whiskey trying my best to drown out the memories of us riding in your vehicle how I fell in love with you real quick right then and there I decided to make you my priority although things changed once I got back into banging all the drugs I could