Never felt good insecure to be me Never taught love What does that even mean Never felt good insecure to be me Never taught love What does that even mean It was always lust Yea you’re using me Im fine with it it make me feel seen I was never heard so i pulled back on speaking My words reserved, close my lips if they leaking The blunt is a mirror i face (I face) Got mad killed the mirror Make me disappear I don’t have no fear Ain’t no smile no cheer Ain’t no rest no chair Ain’t no thing as love in you No soul behind your glare No reason you should care But you gon miss when i ain’t here I love you son, sum i’ll never hear Lay down pretty bitch lap play with my hair (Play with my hair) Love ain’t real nah love ain’t fair Ill die before i get my share Never felt good insecure to be me Never taught love What does that even mean It was always lust Yea you’re using me Im fine with it it make me feel seen I was never heard so i pulled back on speaking My words reserved, close my lips if they leaking Fuck I love you, but i just met you There just sum about you I think you special Hey i love you, okay bye I dont know but i still try Many have left, many have died I think this time I Will quit trying Quit crying Words i’ve muttered every time A girl I want to love left my life Think im dumb i caught you cheating Never felt good insecure to be me Never taught love What does that even mean Never felt good insecure to be me Never taught love What does that even mean