Been feeling like shit not the same all this pain that hold inside, shit just want make cry ion know what I did wrong, heart hurts I just want be left alone sick this shit trying do right I just want better life pray god everynight please help get my life right hope this shit get better but I know it want happen over night got make change get my life right time for young nigga get back right god please help me get my heart right heart broken god ion think my heart will ever get right focus on trying get my mind right all this bullshit that go through I still Stand on my ten ion hang with nobody got my own problem deal with mom told me time be man jump head first in the street I didn’t understand some of these people never understand my struggle of trying be man got be patient ion need no hand out from anther man I just want live and do better for wife and kids them protect my wife heart why I am trying get myself right so I can be that man baby hope you understand trying get us right so we can have the plan on houses arrest shit still same I wonder will this shit every change