my apologies arnt just words if I say I'm sorry it's cause I feel for my actions I beat my self for ever making you hurt I catch me outta pocket to often it's not just you feeling hurt from any you heard I've been trying to better me for us yet seems like I'm only getting worse down in dumps or under all the dirt I'm in circles racing like nascar only got left turns im spinning like the earth trying to catch my feet from walking off looking like no worries problem is I do so i come back in a hurry you say you don't give a fuck well I must be dumb as fuck cause I do I care more about the way you feel more then the actual touch the way I am can be to much but I swear I ain't ever love a woman this much being with you ever seconds a rush it's hard for me to open up when you keep your self shut I know we both been though alot but how we ever gonna over come our past to better our future if we can't learn how to trust your hearts been broken but it's not hard to mend with some real love I'm not always nice but I'm as genuine as they come ima gentlemen when need be but ever think I won't bring out the g in me I'm not weak it took along time and hard work to be so meek when anger flows like lava out volcanos ima tornado when I let go so close ive came to just let go but the way we squeeze eachother while cuddling and fucking got me like I finally found a home