As l prepare for the road ahead l also carry a heavy heart. Coz I'm reminded of the times when butterflies would fill your stomach. And l hold you close. and it was very dark and here we are choking on our words it's hard to say goodbye. But l will return I'm not leaving forever. This journey that l take will help our lives get even better. So l leave you with this letter, to help you find solace. More problems occur with these new endeavors. I need you more than ever, under the moonlight we look at the same stars and l be staring at ya coz you are a star too. I will come back soon l need to focus. It's way hard to focus to play my part when everybody picks me apart. For the same art I make for them. It's hard to stay hard. There's certain compromises that l need to make. I make sacrifices. And if you see my eyes you might tell l sleep late. Finding my way home I'm tryna find myself too. I took a wrong turn l guess l wasn't reading the signs. I got all the problems l don't know who l will share too. I guess you gara laugh now and cry later yeah. Now back to the basics I'm still on the road and l do all of this sh*t for you. Hey mama don't you cry Is it Karma or God I find myself asking why Is the world so cold, I find myself looking up in the sky So unholy My only request is that l don't die young. Before they get to know me No Anne Frank, I'm merely Making conversations with the pages in my diary My observation documents the journey The medication makes it all blury No longer place no value on the destination New commitments I don't even read the comments I'm learning patience and reading people I radiate a positive presence for peace I'm yearning I meditate although I'm not still My soul turning I fornicate for something to feel I'm still burning For sins that l did in my teens but fuck it With this music l turn them to fiends My pen hit you hard your sternum receds nigga Love you Enoch!