growing up i wanted to be a good man but behold i was the bad man i had the dreams of a sad man with the mind of a mad man i had plans now i find myself on an icy slope trying to rope in my hopes and cope with the changes that popped up along the way when you walked away yesterday my heart was still at play i felt myself turn away i felt estranged to the world you tossed your stones broke my bones i find my self alone at home with my soul at roam no destination to behold listen to what you're told i don't mean to scold but my words must be bold to let this metamorphosis unfold now behold my transformation I'm a new age sensation and i sure could use a vacation from this shit but i ain't going to get it every time i write a hit someone throws a fit fuck it