But that’s just my reality Newark New Jersey I’ve tried it all been taking the fall But I’m just tired and wanna ball Wallow into a fire as I try to crawl Away from everyone and everything Let me try to sing Why Can’t you even fathom the reality of a misfortuned Fucked up casualty its pathetic but still a calamity Through a pandemic Losing all my sanity Just pretty please give me some vanity I’ve cried it all Got Over it no one cares but me though So now I’m going to be exactly What I thought I was going to be Despite despair Blonde hair blue eyes don’t care Try not to fucking stare As im paired with the impaired Individuals that actually never even cared or needed to be put into my existence To stay alive uncomfortably in my own skin I am a fucking savior and I have saved someones life before Not only physically but also mentally I could tell you stories and make you realize that im heaven sent you see But thats just my reality Newark New Jersey ~Capooch