#rapfame #fire #real #slp1ne #mead so cold I push through the snow with wet shoes and frozen toes looking for a place to call my own every time I think I find a home it's about that time to go so back to a pack and 2 sets of clothes ima find my place regardless if I'm a lone and don't know the way to go ima set off like a bomb waiting to explode sit back relax ain't no time for that ive waisted to much time in the past for me to let more just pass I've lost more then I've ever won so guess I'm the only one ain't no body by my side I don't trust any one every body I've ever loved got the benefit while all I got was their doubt swear they got your back but really just hold you down while the rest kick and stomp you out chains to ankles an anchor they just pull you under to drown while pretending they want to see you smile yet only reason I walk with a frown losing my mind it's a circus and im a clown laughing loud until I enter then volume shuts down I know when my welcomes worn out so don't question the silence I'm trying my hardest no to be over excited and resort to violence so only way I'm at peace is when I got headphones and some beats cause my son's being forced outta my life shit ain't right manipulated and torn apart from the light guiding me to do right so cover my eyes I must be blind wandering off with no sight taken every hit as it comes not even putting up a fight the fire inside no longer ignites used to be something seen as a reason to belive you can achieve more now all they see is a dead beat and an example of what not to be now im fucking up from a few fuck it's the next can I kicks gonna be the bucket cause I feel I ain't shit so in a toilet roasting like an oven some one flush it im going insain trying to plunge my brain drain these thoughts of me being a lame and regain control of my life and own up to why I ain't liven right ....