If there's is a higher power dont hide away nor cower especially not at this time of day, I still needa find my strength and let it shower over my enemies that I'm trying to slay Cause they or life are trying stop me from being me or reaching my full potential and maybe they've already succeeded, but at least ive sorta learnt how to rap and I started with a pencil, pretty sure It was near the start of grade 11 with me humbly dying inside my methmatics class, I never really even concentrated not even sure if I tried too, tho being gentle was the last thing I tried to do, when It came to writing, yet some how it was half my written work, none of it got me wanting to be fighting slash arguing with the teacher, this being a difficult situation for me cause I was a crowd pleaser, I then realised eminem was nothing but a dream teaser, so to fix or solve the situation I gave it to the girl next to me, she was cute so this defiantly was going to work out for the best of me, it just had too cause it was my new and best perk that I had just learnt at that moment, and "to this day im still not sure how the rest of the story goes," so yea when on the pencil who owns it... I still can't decide, tho understand never a moment in my life I went to hide away from my problems, I tried to face them and deal with them to the best I could, God solve em, so I can let what should be done and gone be left alone, i got one too many things that cause a want to mourn but ill never let them be known, im in a process of turning boy to man and i havent fully grown, so its hard for me to live or understand these city typa lands, especially when im all on my own trying to complete my bigger plans, one of them being to walk out of my death scene as the best man to ever do it, so i threw it at the walls i dragged it all along the floors, cause you and i can both acknowledge that to be an impossible dream to achieve, dont worry about me im still like fuck negativity, and im still like i still believe so heres another piece to you from me If there's is a higher power dont hide away nor cower especially not at this time of day, I still needa find my strength and let it shower over my enemies that I'm trying to slay So I'm seeing in me and within this life ive lived or led, that i got a whole lot of mistakes and errors that imma have put too bed, cause for some God given reason i can't just get rid of them, and yea theres things here and over there that I've said, some being good most of them being bad, Fear i gotta admit, I dred it, its one of the things I cant erase but yet still you'll never see me being sad, I was planted on this planet for a reason that im still trying to figure out, its occupied by the "Human Race" so imma have no doubt, that imma still win this race i got a God like ace so watch me face ever drop of laughter that i gotta face before its all over, no disaster i own my space no more laughter just the closed in case, im now my own master so whats left for me to face is one last charter so fingers crossed, its one outta of this place towards the start of a, better life for me to live, tho me and my heart came to an agreement a long time ago, even if ive only got one piece ive still got a whole lot to give, so imma guess that imma remain trapped living a life not worth to live, so thanks to shanks and shivs cause they're getting me one step closer to being able to get to give this life of mine away, thanks imma smile yet again as a distraction cause i aint got any words left to say and no more life to live... If there's is a higher power dont hide away nor cower especially not at this time of day, we gotta find our strength and let it shower over our enemies that were trying to slay If there's is a higher power dont hide away nor cower especially not at this time of day, we gotta find our strength and let it shower over our enemies that were trying to slay