At this point of time im thinking fine and contemplating on whether i should smile for longer, ive already proven to myself that im stronger, then the ones stating im wrong with the, typa belief system that i have, i aint saying sorry for believing in me, or believing that im better then what you labelled me as, fuck it next time im in a car ill drive so fast that we dont get time to rewatch my past just a chance to listen my bar or bars that most would throw in the trash. if its defeat in the flask that you handened to me, im drinking, if its empty im drinking, ive done a whole lot more then what i thought i would, so might as well while im here try do the impossible, make it a mission, and turn it into a movie, thats something possible, its for you to play on repeat instead. ive almost never seen red, been it instead, i aint died but they saying im dead, i cant explain so my brain remains simple minded, im sorta a cripple and i dont mind it, turned my weaknesses into my strengths so i wont be complaining as much as i probably should, so what your not going to fully understand me, no ones ever taken the time too before whether alone figure me out, so i dont need for you to be able to do so, but anyway im a good man so imma be focusing on gaining something i can share with you or the world, thats a reason to why im rapping another being that im simply gifted with my word play words crafted till their snapping, birds necks, i wont decay, so whats next, is me going to say, that i will impress when i express myself through these lyrics, i was meant to be the perfect child now im like a man raised in the wild, eh my bad i couldnt careless about humanitys expectations so when i build a fire one lit to inspire its cause i born or chosen to do so, i do so much for the people around me but at the end of the day their normally the people that surround me, keeping me trapped only going to bring us both down, call it a lack of happiness, for the whole town, and thats probably not a good thing for either of us, but while im living in these moments of my life, probably the last ones ill ever get to live, imma try be proud of myself and make my memories seem worth while even tho their the worth of a dirt pile, best left not mentioned, but im trying and thats something yous couldnt do, had you been walking in the shoes that I had to, i aint the smartest but for a second there I was brave, im probably gonna laugh at this as well but i see my name across a grave, stone, thats where my body laid before i went for my great throne, that i do deserve, this is my universe and my single verse, thats probably cursed but yet not my worst, so imma just chill and assume i earnt first through the lessons of the worse!!